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I hate this...
So tonite might be the second night Michele doesn't have plans. Paul's supposed to call me back but I feel like he won't for some reason. I feel like I'm so boring to him. I really don't talk around him. idk why. maybe its just because i dont know what to say (duh). and maybe its because im kinda in shock all the time b/c i never thought i would be with him. its amazing lol. its sucks tho. i feel bad. he always comes up with things to do and i just sit there and say nothing. i dont know what we can do in brockton. im always over someones house or something. this whole week it was the mall and ashleys. and i dont know what he likes to do really. so i guess ill have to find out. yeah... thats the plan lol. its a good one too lol.
i spent the whoel day with my aunt today. it was alright i guess. it was a loooooong day. she trimmed my hair so it looks like what it used to... short. i think im gonna grow it out again, even tho its a lot easier to take care of shorter. o well. i cant really do anythign except wait.
so paul called at 6:01 pm. its now 6:55 pm. i really dont think hes gonna call. i dont balme him. im so boring. GOD this sucks! damnit!
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