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so you will be born, and you will die. Thats the 2 things in life that are for certain. The other two. You will get hurt, and you will feel pain. ANd more on, you be lied to, and you will suffer. But then there are those happy things, like destiny, and love and faith and hope that wake you up every morning to get you ready. Ready to think that youll find more than what is actually there, which you might, but under normal cercumstances we just wait around, pretending like the world is here to serve our needs. Which, its not. So that leaves hundreds maybe millions of people letting themselves fall into a trench ( myself included) which makes them believe that everything they say and do is good for other people or like other people care about it. All because we've come to this false conclusion that we're needed, or that we're wanted for that matter.
Maybe waking up in the morning, or afternoon or whenever you decide to "grace the day with your presence" you have this idea. That because you were put here, that you need to stay here, or that your needed here, or wanted. Your wrong. No where, ever, did somone make out a list of who was going to rule the world, who was going to take certain pride in claming this shit whole, but every one seems to believe that you are here for a purpose. Its all lie as far as im concerned, its all everyone letting there egos get in the way. Letting your self think that your inportant to this earth is just as sad as the fact that the earth doesnt need you.
But then, you think, yo uhtink maybe there is some one, some where, that needs somthing from me, and i need somthing from them. Maybe its this love bullshit ive been hearing so much about. Or maybe those voices trying to tell me im important again.
why do i even try to make sence of life anymore? Its not worth it, Its lies and tales, and nothing. Its all blood and air, im only living in this world, on this earth. I dont want to take time to claim it.
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