Stella-Electra (cheesecakelove) wrote, @ 2004-03-29 14:53:00

A much needed update
Oh God, I suck. Every moment of my life is a reminder of how worthless and stupid I am. Got our mid-term grades and I have a 76 in Bible. God! How can I be such an idiot? I'll never amount to anything. I'll never be able to graduate high school, I'll just live in my mom's house and get drunk and watch Star Trek for the rest of my life, and I'll never get a job, or even a boyfriend for that matter. I'm stupid, fat, ugly, and lazy. I'll die a virgin, and that thought tears me apart. No one cares about me, and I don't blame them. I mean, I'm a bitch, I'm stupid, I'm a geek, I'm fat, I'm ugly, I'm lazy, and I could just go on forever about how much I SUCK! I HATE myself. Hate hate hate hate hate. AAAAAARRRRRRRG! I want to get drunk now so badly, then maybe I'll forget for a little while about how AWUFL I am. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRG! I'm useless.

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