|Current mood:|| confused|
|Current music:||no music.. just IM chimes|
Running running as fast as we can..
Life feels like its crumbling. Im depressed.. ugh this has been such a weird day. SO many emotions. Kat thinks wer drifting apart and she wishes it was me and ryan and justin adn her again.. but its like.. why Justin and Ryan? Why cant it just be me and her again.. like Justin was always a jerk to her and he ALWAYS talked behind her back and Ryan is jus ryan. Yeah hes her friend and all but I'm her best friend. I miss me and Kat.. not me and Kat and the everyone in the whole world. RYan said something tonight that shook me up so that got me kinda scared. And Justin is being gayer then ever. I have too much going on right now and im practically depressed. I hate this feeling, I get it every once and a while.
I wish I could just tell everyone what I thought... i'd be so releaved but I cant and its hard. I cant say whats on mY mind and its juss gunna blow up i think or its gunna get buried down liek I always do and never come out and Im just gunna be very unhappy.
This day officially sucks, thank u.