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Words can't even explaine it
sorry, havn't really been writing, nothing much intresting happening. my little 1 year old cousin went into the hospital and my mom when she just called told me he didn't make it....i seriously can't even begin to explaine all my feelings. i mean he was only 1 i would have gave my life up for him just so he could live to at least make it to where i am today. ....i ...wow it is a shocker, my mom's side isn't going to be very stable for a little while i suppose...i feel like such a jackass because i was all like cheery when i answered the phone and when my mom told me i wanted to like shoot myself for it. ...lets not end this on a sad note shall we? um for school not much has been going on, just the normal shit. I guess i have a couple crushes but nothing big. i have a feild trip tomorrow but ...there is a 5 paragraph essay about it...which sucks balls. wow you know when ur eather sad or happy or thinking about something you don't want to...all the songs on the raido are about what you Don't want to think about? ya its happening to me....ironic. well i'm gonna go...i don't know what i'm going to do but i'm just going to go...i'll probably do my homework ...fun...i'll write later
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