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| Current music: | Sand in my shoes-Dido |
it's been awhile
so i guess i haven't written in awhile. however in my defense, nothing too exciting has been happening in my life. clinicals have been ok, although i'd like to kill my instructor sometimes. and school has been ok, well at least as good as it gets i suppose.
i decided to walk at graduation. i didn't want to.......and in a way i still don't. mcc has screwed me so badly that i just feel like saying FUCK YOU to them and not walking. however it's also kinda saying that by me walking......saying, ha-HA you stupid asshats you threw the worst you had at me and look i'm still walkin'!
my last official exam is on august 4th. so i still have all summer to go, but the end is in sight. and it's scaring me to death.........in 5 months i could be done.........and get a real job and have people's lives in my hands, and if i'm not careful something could happen to them and it'll be my fault. i'm scared. definately scared.
i have some of the greatest friends in the world. and just in case they have forgotten how wonderful they are, i'm here to remind them. and even though we don't get to hang out much or talk very often i hope they know how much they mean to me. hardy, beth, hughes...........you girls rock and i love you.
and now i have to go to the nuthouse........
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