|Current mood:|| depressed|
|Current music:||oasis-stop crying your heart out; rooney-losing all control|
I'm losing you, I'm losing all control
Cause I can't wait to figure out what's wrong with me, So I can say that this is the way that I used to be
i'm feel like i'm going crazy. i've never felt so lost in my life. its so scary i dont eve know whats going on anymore. and it has everything to do wiht my head, its so fustrating, to not be able to do anything, not be able to control your emtions i used to be so strong and happy all the time now i dont know whats happened to me i just want so badly to go back to the way i was. i want to be me again cause i loved being me, i loved myself and i hate how i am now. i broke up with galen, cause i just have to figure out whats going on with me before i give him what the deserves, i know i hurt him but its for the best right now, or atleast i'm trying to convince myself it is. i like him so much i really do but i'm so confused right now i dont know whats going on, i just break down all the time and i'm so i hate to say it but depressed and i was never depressed before, i was always happy and i just want to go back to taht i want to be me again i'm sick of feeling this way and dealing with this. i hate it so much, so much.