|Current mood:|| restless|
|Current music:||without you|
If you think its easy for me. . well you're wrong
today was fun whaling boating. steve l. is actually a pretty good guy if you give him a chance. hah kinda funny too. it was hard those boats but alot of fun, i felt bad for justin he was stuck with other team on his last day:( i feel bad. and lauren isnt gonna be back until thursday too. i'm gonna miss them. galen comes back at the end of this week i think, i'm excited, it sucks when he goes away, i miss his stories hah man. all i've thought about all day long is bryan, i cant get him out of my head and its bothering me so much. and i'm not gonna get to see him friday and i wont get to talk to him, i wont get to say everything i've wanted to say for so damn long. and the worst part is i know he feels the same but we're both too shy. i keep dreaming of him, its just like everything reminds me of him. i remember after the whole danielle misunderstanding becca and jenn came over to try to get my mind off him (which wasnt easy considering i saw him everyday in school all the time) and they couldnt figure out onething that didnt remind me of him, because we were always together in school and close everything reminded me of him. it sucks because i know we could be great together. but i guess i'll just ahve to wait and see. i suppose it all happens for a reason but i really dont see the reason behind this one.