Finito.
I have no idea how it went from zero to 60, but it did. Somehow we went from pleasant, loving conversation to fighting and arguing. I was getting angry, telling her I was getting angry (in a stupid effort to let her know how I was feeling) and she responded with, "That's good. GET angry, motherfucker."
That was the straw, baby. I said, "Good night, that's it." and hung up the phone and turned it off.
I don't care HOW angry I get at her, I would NEVER EVER say, "Fuck you!" (she's said that to me 3 times). I would NEVER EVER even use the word 'motherfucker' in anger toward her. Nor would I call her a bitch in the middle of an argument just for the sake of insulting her. Really, is that something you'd say to the one you loved? Under any circumstance?
I can't do any more. I can't. I've tried. I've been so frigging patient it's unreal at times. And still for her to turn on me like this...it's too much for me to take. I am through.
Fuck it. It's one of the leading causes of stress in my life, anyway. Perhaps it's been a horse with a broken leg for far too long already.
just...fuck it.
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