I'll Find Him One Day
I Want A Guy .. &! Who will make me laugh & smile &! Who will let me be *me* & not call me stupid &! Who would act stupid with me & not care what any body says or thinks &! That breaks the rules *only sometimes* &! Who would want to show me off to the world when Im in sweats and have NO makeup on. &! To play with my hair. &! Who will let me fall asleep on their chest &! Who would kiss me in the pouring rain &! Who lets me take as many pictures of him as I want &! That will hold me when I am upset & let me complain &! Surprise me with little things like 25 cent rings &! Who would tell all his friends about me and smile while he does it &! Who would act the same around his friends & when he’s just with me &! Who would count the stars and be friends with my family &! That would tell me I’m beautiful but not to often &! That would be my best friend & would never lie to me or break my heart &! Who would let me dance silly and just laugh &! That’d kiss me when I’m mad at him &! Who would Love Me For ME!
I wanna be that girl he’s scared to lose. The one he can’t walk away from knowing she’s mad at him, the one who can’t fall asleep w/o her voice being the last one he hears. The one he wouldn’t know what to do without. I want to be the one he’s up at night thinking about. I want to be the one he’s telling his friends “I think I love her” _-_-_-__-_-_-__-_-_-__-_-_-__-_-_-__-_-_-__-_-_-__-_-_-__-_-_-__-_-_-__-_-_- QUOTES!!!
im not stupid. i just lack common sense. im not a poser. i just like all kinds of clothes. i dont like my guy friends . i love them. i dont ignore you. i just dont give a shit. im not a bitch. im just honest. im not mean. your just weak. im not insecure. i just dont trust people
i am me. thats all i can be. no more. no less. don't 2nd guess i l a u g h . i < 3. i l i v e. i c r y. &. sometimes i wish that i would die. somedays i'm funny. others i'm not. sometimes i'm in overdrive & i can't stop. you may not like me. thats okay. cus this is me & how i'll always stay.
call me a slut _ call me a whore. call me whatever. i heard it before. say that i'm fake _ say i lie. say what you want. cause i know it's not true. but calling me all this shit? ha what the fuck does that make you?
"you've got enemies? GOOD It means you've stood up for something in your life" -EMINEM.
hopeful
