|Current music:||on the way down~ryan cabrera|
so after my entry last night i decided i was going to read my romance novel and did that happen? no; jason came into my room and asked if i wanted to watch lilo and stitch so i was like of course! haha it is my favorite movie so like 4 other ppl joined us; hehe party in my room (party like everynight so far this week) so it was like me and all the rest guys; afterwards most left and it was just me and jason and hiram and we just talked a little bit and then hiram left so we decided to play a drinking game with the alize that jasons frens left him for his bday; haha popped my shot cherry and it was like a good couple of us playing; it was a hella fun first friday night i spent here; and i think im going to spend tonight here too;
so anyways i dont know why guys give mixed signals; i kept getting a friend vibe but then id get something more too; it confused the crap out of me and i was very discouraged when i updated yesterday; well its all figured out now; jason spent the night in my room and we talked and after giving up any hope of stealing a gnite kiss he kissed me; it caught me off gaurd cause i had been hoping for it and didnt really think itd happen and it was just perfect; hes really gentle and caring and totally hot! i was very pleased;still am; he has such soft lips; mmmm...
i got a disturbing fone call this morning but i really dont wnat to talk about him right now so ill save it for later; i should start getting ready for my interview so ill catch you guys l8er;