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Chelsea NiXxXon (buried___dreams) wrote,
@ 2006-02-09 11:06:00
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    Current mood: cheerful
    Current music:Everclear

    Girls only want boyfriends who have great skills

    I got an email from Dale to my school email<3
    He put some stuff in it that I'm gunna put here so i can read it anytime I want


    ---------------------------------------
    "A girl asked a boy if she was pretty. He said no. She asked him if he
    wanted to be with her forever. He said no. She then asked him if he would
    cry if she walked away. He again said no. She had heard too much. She needed
    to leave. As she walked away, he grabbed her arm and told her to stay. He
    said "You're not pretty. You're beautiful. I don't want to be with you
    forever. I need to be with you forever. And I wouldn't cry if you walked
    away. I would die."




    life is full of heartache and pain, but that is inevitable, so if you find
    someone that is worth your while, don't let them go, love them with all you
    have left, realize that hearts bruise and sometimes break, but all wounds
    heal themselves in time. we'll make it through this together...




    ive been withering away
    each day that goes by
    here without you
    oh how i miss you

    with each passing second
    i fall in a trance
    and i dont care
    because you're not here

    if only i could hold you
    again ill be glad
    but in the meantime
    i can only wait here
    in silence i hope i will last




    ---------------------------------------
    Its 11:11 make a wish
    ---------------------------------------





    Smiles and {her} laughter
    its the only thing that I've been waiting for
    a time
    regardless of our distance and our hope...grows greater
    trapped by pretty eyes and letters for all time
    ...the only thing that I've been waiting for

    her persistent, pumping heart has purpose now.
    her lingering lips have found a friend.


    "i woke up this morning in a fever... but i wasn't sick. no, it was
    different. i looked in the mirror and my cheeks were pink. [yes, it reminded
    me of that Sunday when i first saw you.] my hair was a mess. but that's how
    i like it. i had slept in my underwear because the covers seemed too hot.
    maybe it was just me. ha, it sounded like a clever line you might whisper to
    me. yeah, and i would smile and press my lips into yours. mmm...your kisses
    are coated with hope. for me. and you."
    ---------------------------------------



    I love when butterflies never fade. Its awesome. Because you can still recall the first glace, first hug, first kiss. You can still recall that feeling in ever glance every kiss and every hug. I love it. And I love him. Hes comming tomorrow YES DALES COMMING TOMORROW. but i guess i should stop saying that because he comes every weekend so its no different then any other friday. However bad this sounds I guess im sort of contradicting(sp?) myself because in the last entry I said how sunday was a mistake and blah blah and how i regret it and blah blah but I guess I dont. I liked talking to him liek that. And I think i want to drink again this weekend liek that, so we can talk again. and eventually we'll have to have talks like that sober but for me its really hard to do. I forget who it was, maybe Dave, who compared me to a woman giving birth. Cus I can't do anything difficult with drugs. the "I NEED DRUGS GIVE ME THE DRUGS" thing was like me. accept no drugs just alcohol now.
    im still writing my book and its comming along alright. I finished Charles' chapter but I think I want to write more about him. I did a little about my start on drugs and I'm focusing on the night when I slept with Dave and that whole trip right now. Then I'm going to move on to Spring Break with Liz and that whole deal that everyone knows about probably except Dale unless Nick told him. idk. whatever lol. Then I'm going to write about Christina and Michelle and Mandy and focus on a lot of high moments and fucked up moments and just moments in general and then move on to the school night when the police dropped Cosola off at my place. And that aftermath. Then I'm going to move onto Greg and then the summer and then Dale<3. Dave is probably the only one who I actually talked to about the book. He told me I should write it as I go in life. And like after I catch up with my past write in it once a month summerizing it. Which I think is a really good idea. I'm glad I can talk to him. He was telling me how him and his girlie sort of broke up. Which he told me when he was high and he didnt seem upset when he asked her out he was so happy and now idk. I need to straighten this kid out.
    Yeah so now im going to do the 600 question survey Cosola did. So yeah<3
    "you stumble then you fall, I wonder if you'll ever learn"


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