| Current mood: |  uncomfortable |
| Current music: | Jimmy Eat World - The Authority Song |
For the girls..
hey! just got back from work ahz..belom mandi, belom makan..belom whatever! badan tengah melekit! panas! tak boleh tahan man! i'm working 5 days this week!? wah sey! tired ar! tapi tak pasal, keje dapat duit..tak keje tak dapat duit, simple je. and tomorrow swapped shift with hafiz..i'll be working from 11-6, because i got evaluation later at night. argh! evaluation again! this is my thrid attempt! first one, kena 4 immediate failure and 14 demerit points..second kena 1 immediate and 28 demerits! pala but betol! bila nak game macam ni!? as if can make it before july eh! hopefully can ah. then i don't need to think about taking the bus or train to school or anywhere. can go rounding one singapore sepuas hati! nyahahahhaa~~
hmm..i heard naz, luk and froz want to jam tomorrow! but i'm working! damn it! must turn them down again! dengan allif pon sama. planned to jam on wednesday but i can't make it! crap siot! i felt so the very at guilt! macam aku jadi penghalang pulak! argh! kot² dia orang cakap belakang aku kepe eh..mati! how to maju sey ni dua² band?! it's all because of me! i got no time for them and no time to learn my tabs!! fuck me ah! maybe i should just quit the band...
anyways, while updating this bloody thing..tiba² je ade idea nak write something. bila dah datang idea, macam boleh keluar! bila dah takde idea, otak buntu abes! perah² pon takde hasil! huhuahuaha! by the way, this one is meant for the girls. entah asal aku nak tulis pasal perempuan pon aku tak tau! don't ask me! but one thing's for sure..my writing sucks to the max!? need to digest more words from the dictionary ahhh! and i need a metaphor! erkk!! okay²..here goes! it's called heartbroken..
there she was
heartbroken again
being left out in the cold
by her boyfriend
she waited for him
and gave her all
but he couldn't care less
and treated her like a doll
never did she realised
that the promises he made
were lies instead
she followed her heart
without even using her head
all shattered and torn
she now lives in a broken dream
she tried to move on
and leave the past behind
but there's one thing she can't deny
the feelings she had for him
she can't hide
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