|Current mood:|| blah|
|Current music:||Dashboard Confessionals|
Blah Blah, that is what everyday is to me. It just seems as though nothing ever changes. Everyday is the same to me. I'm in college now and I thought that my life would be so different. The truth is that it isn't really any different. I moved away from home, so I don't have my parents telling me what to do all the time. Other than that I feel exactly the same. Probably even worse.
I just seem to get by everyday. Things never seem to get better. A friend told me last night, "don't complain unless you are willing to try and change the situation." I want things in my life to change, but I don't know what to do to change them.
I moved here, away from everything I knew as comfortable. I sort of knew my roommate before I came and I had a few other friends. But I came here to get away from everyone that I knew. So that I could find myself. Sort of a journey of self discovery. Only I am finding that the person I see when I look in the mirror, I don't like very much. I don't get it. i wanted to find out who I really was, but I still don't know who I am. Or who I want to be for that matter.
So as of this moment I am getting by.