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Jess (brpunkchicky) wrote,
@ 2003-10-01 12:25:00
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    Current mood: blah
    Current music:Dashboard Confessionals

    blah blah
    Blah Blah, that is what everyday is to me. It just seems as though nothing ever changes. Everyday is the same to me. I'm in college now and I thought that my life would be so different. The truth is that it isn't really any different. I moved away from home, so I don't have my parents telling me what to do all the time. Other than that I feel exactly the same. Probably even worse.
    I just seem to get by everyday. Things never seem to get better. A friend told me last night, "don't complain unless you are willing to try and change the situation." I want things in my life to change, but I don't know what to do to change them.
    I moved here, away from everything I knew as comfortable. I sort of knew my roommate before I came and I had a few other friends. But I came here to get away from everyone that I knew. So that I could find myself. Sort of a journey of self discovery. Only I am finding that the person I see when I look in the mirror, I don't like very much. I don't get it. i wanted to find out who I really was, but I still don't know who I am. Or who I want to be for that matter.
    So as of this moment I am getting by.

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