Stacie (broken_shard) wrote, @ 2006-12-04 19:42:00

back to stage 1
fuck! fuck! fuck! FUCK!!! FUCK!!!!!

i dont know what to do. i feel like i want to talkt o him and have him as a friend rather than nothing at all but it seems like it hurts me so much! i feel like i want to puke and crawl back into bed and die. jump off a bridge and not be breathing or moving after hitting the ground. Fuck i am so dizzy and light headed. i want to cry. he is talking to me right now. i hurts so much.

i just want to run away but yet i dont know how to cut the noose off. omg.

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