|Current mood:|| chipper|
|Current music:||bubble pop electric|
I've had the biggest boost of energy now for some reason. I'm not on drugs, I'm on health. I've been active and eating right... taking vitamins. School is a little over whelming, I really want money right now though.
Tomorrow's our four month anniversary. I am so amazed that we've lasted this long. I feel like all this time has flown by too quickly; time flies when you're in love. We're communicating a lot better now and learning how to be sensitive to each others' feelings. Being in a relationship has opened my eyes to how selfish and ignorant I can be. I've changed for the better and now see a brighter few months ahead, with Marcus. I still miss friends, but still try to find the time to see them. I realized how important friends are to me. I can be with someone and still have the freedom to sustain other relationships as well. I can't go to parties and hold your hair back while you OD all night, but I can surly stop by and have a few drinks. I don't abuse partying anymore; I don't feel the same about most substances anymore. Don't get me wrong, there are those Friday or Saturday nights every weekend that I get fucked up for. I figure I can drink, smoke, and snort coke all night and crawl in through my window at sunrise at least once a week. It's all about balance. One thing that will never change is my religious marijuana smoking habits.
I <3 pot a lot!