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blah why do i try so hard??
have you ever wondered what would happen if you died tomorrow? like, how would the people around you react? i wonder that sometimes. i know i sound totally stupid. im going to shut my mouth now.
but its something to wonder about. i wish sometimes that i would die right then, bc then i could see how much of an impact i truly have on people. wow, im sick.
but im sure there are several people who really wish i would die. yeah