|Current mood:|| shocked|
|Current music:||You're still the one- Shania Twain|
Looking back, Letting go, And moving on..
*she sits down at the desk, still shaking from everything that happened earlier that night, Thinks back, and begins typing*
A lot of things happened today. I got very... interesting news. I still dont know how i feel about anything, Its just all so.. sudden.. I know i need to move on, he's definitly not mine anymore.. he hasnt been for almost a year and a half now. Its just so hard, its still hard.. even after all this time. He is still my best friend in the world, and knows me inside-out. I need to realize its over, I need to move on.. go out on dates, and let him have his own life with the person he loves. Im going to accept it, but i am not going to lose him. We are always going to have history, and we will always be friends. That is one thing i know for sure..
*squints her red eyes from crying, and looks back up*
I will always love you J.. but i give you my blessing with whatever and whoever you want in your life. You are such an amazing person, and you only deserve the best. Dont think you're getting rid of me though *laughs*.. Im always gunna be here for you.. whatever you need.. dont be afraid to call me. ;-* Im still your pinky.. forever (that goes for you too, Jc)
<33 always.. Britney~
*smiles to herself, clicks the update button.. walks to her bed and goes to sleep*