|Current mood:|| pissed off|
|Current music:||radiohead-paranoid android|
Jared probably used to be my best friend. Infact, I havn't really thought of him at all lately. Well, I never even thought of him at all until I read his journal..he actually updated. I was the last person he thought about, it said. I miss him..I really do. I know we havn't talked in a while...but even if we did, I never get to see him. He barely ever comes into Evansville..and when he does he usually does his best to tell me so. But, not this time. He came and I didn't even get to see him. I thought he'd atleast want to see me...maybe. I guess not.
Right now I'm at Lindsey's. Nathan and I are staying the night here and they are both asleep. Lindsey just got back from L.A. today, I missed her.
Nothings the same now. I wish I could be happier.
I love my mom, but why did she have to cheat on my dad? It's going to break up the whole family. Today my dad left, he didn't tell me where he was going. He said he'd be going for a few days or maybe a few weeks. I don't want to be one of those kids who trade off between parents each week. It's bullshit and I wish my mom could just keep it in her fucking pants.