| Current mood: | horny |
| Current music: | DDR 6th Mix-"Healing Vision (Angelic Mix)" |
yay!
Got a new layout, yay. I like it, maybe I shall keep this one for awhile.
Its been a little crazy lately, but I cant really complain I guess. =^.^= Life does not suck so much, although it always does. I guess I should be more upset than I am but, things just arent phasing me as much as they were a couple weeks ago.
To start off, things have been really shakey at home, my parents are constantly at eachother's throats. My mother relapsed and started drinking again, but she is getting better again thanks to several angry confrontations by the family. She just figured out some of the things that she was really doing wrong, so thats good. I just hope that she and my dad can work things out before they do anything rash like break things off. I can only hope for the best, right?
I am getting way to inspired lately, and I am going to be doing a manga over the summer so thats just going to be interesting along with a 4 day work week and then a month of marching band camps. Interesting, I am going to be working my ass off. =^.^= Maybe thats not such a bad thing, loosing a little weight would not be the end of the world. I mean, I am content and everything being the person I am but hey, why not loose it if I can? Anyway, this manga is really going to be great, I hope. I have a lot of my work up at my elfwood site on my sci-fi gallery, but they are not published yet, so I will post the link once they are.
I am also working on a Lord of the Rings: Fellowship parody that I have been pitching to Kevin for a little while. I am getting a lot of excess energy out that way and its paying off quite well. *hugs script* Its kinda dirty though.
Speaking of that, I have been hanging out with Freddy again because I have been throwing my anger around and whatnot and he kinda got the brunt of it a few weeks ago. So I have been talking to him more often and we have patched things up between us. I feel so bad because I have just let him have it whenever I am just out of it and he does not really deserve it at all. As for dating him... well, I will be here if he wants me, yanno, otherwise I am not really being adement about things because I really dont know if I want anything right now. It may not be good for me, but you never know.
Blah, I have to go make some calls, get some hugs, feel better.
Goodbye for now!
-Lilly
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