| Current mood: |  exhausted |
| Current music: | Fiona Apple-"Never is a Promise" |
=o.o=
Yanno... anger causes a lot more shit than it does good. So does not looking at a situation close enough. I have been doing some stupid things that I didnt even realize I was doing, then when something else happens I go irrational and blow up.
that would be an: OH SHIT.
so I had an OH SHIT yesterday... so for the record...
[x]I blamed him for everything, when I was not even sure of what I was doing.
[x]Realistly, it was just as much my fault as his, go fig
[x]Im not angry anymore
[x]Kinda woke up from what I was doing
[x]Mentally healthier now; I think I can do some personal healing now (havent done that in goddamned months)
[x]Sorry if I upset anyone deeply by this... you know thats not the real me.
I guess I can move on and work on myself for a little while, besides I am about to do the very fun thing of going to prom soon! =^.^= yay! So lets see... a list of folks I gotta talk to:
[x]Jamie-cuz I always do
[x]Freddy-gotta give him this
[x]Kevin-Must see if he wants to hang with me at prom for a little while
[x]Loki-cuz I wanna talk to him
[x]Everyone from SOM-Live is nuts, therefore I disappeared. *sweatdrop* sowwie
There is probably more... but I have to nance off for a little while
ttyl
-Lilly
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