| Current mood: |  confused |
| Current music: | Coldplay-"Trouble" |
Return of the Hell in a Handbasket
About a million things happen in the course of a few days. I dont want to talk about them much.
In fact, I dont feel like talking at all.
I have not felt like it in a couple days. So today I didn't.
Umm... happy thoughts, right. Today is my grandparent's 50th wedding anneversary. *waves a little flag*
Sorry... my thoughts are on the downtrodden side. So bite me if you have a problem.
Told someone that I didnt want to talk to them at 10 last night, and hung up. I guess I feel bad, but the way she started the conversation really rubbed me the wrong way.
"I'm sorry."
...
You know what, I dont give a fuck who feels sorry for me because I dont need their pity. I am a Hell of a lot stronger than they think I am. If all they see is a little girl here, they have another thing coming, and its going to rip them a new one.
Am I angry? No, honestly I'm not, I am just genuinely confused and anti-social. Thats what happens when I dont understand something. Im human, and I dont think anyone should have a problem with that.
... Come to think of it, if they do they can go get bent. XP
I know I am sounding really unfriendly right now... downright mean or angry... Im not. Im just sad and confused, like I said. I dont understand myself half the time, and I think I need a little more time to get things through my thick skull than most others. Sue me, I have problems.
Maybe I just need more sleep...
I dunno...
goodnight.
-Lilly
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