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Confession time
Derek and I had a long talk during the night. It was atime for confessions. He and I haven't talked like this for a long time. It was a long needed talk. I neded to hear him express his feelings at last. It was a different talk from what we usually have. Derek was not depressed... Not any more. He told me he wanted to fight.
He gave me a choice that is hard to make. He does not want me to work. He just wants me to be home with him and Craig and just be there for them. Honestly, that is my heart's desire, but how can we manage? The Lord won't give us our daily bread. How can I tell Derek that what he wants is impossible?
He canceled kidney surgery today to be home for easter. I am actually very happy about that. I want him home. It is too hard without him, alone with Craig. Craig is really in love with Derek!
I keep working on the Easter napkins. They look nice, but not as nice as I want them to look. Mom is good at those things, not me.
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