so yesterday i was unloading all of my troubles onto jessica and now i feel bad about it. Well at least her life is going a lot better i just dont know i feel so out of control like i have no firm grasp on how my life is going. And im getting kind of sick of people telling me to ive it time . shut the fck up you have no i mean NO idea how crappy things are. Not at home but at school and just me. i have no social life. FOR REAL like the three friends that i do have stand me uo like every weekend and the other friend is constanly grounded. so i can safly say i have no real friends. i truly hate it here and i cry everday. Knowbody knows what its like to be hated..............