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one more time
I don't think I'll find a love
I want, the love i'm searching for in this machine
Visions fail and all the circuits blow and
the message lost in this machine,
I tried,
you know I'll try,
I'll try
and hard as it may be,
you know you should be with me
even though it seems its all a lie
I still believe you should be with me
i walked
into the same trap
hook line and sinker
care is the bait used.
threats of giving up,
fear of losing her
completely
consume my thoughts
i put her first
again
i leave myself
behind
i close my eyes
i break my heart
to try fix hers....
she doesnt stop
she keeps going
the lines disappear
the truth disappears
the honesty disappears
the friendship disappears
she disappears
i hold on
but i've already lost her
and that is what streams from my eyes.
i was so scared of losing her
that i held on
to whatever i could
when i dont
even know her anymore
i lost her long before
i tried to save her
and now who
is going to save me
all i wanted was to help her
to make her happy
her fear is happiness
her fear is never having happiness
yesterday
she left to be with her
without any remorse
guilt
shame
just so she could
watch the lines go by
she came back
i told her to leave
she left
and didnt look back
not only have i lost
the love of my life
i've lost my bestfriend
i've lost all the things
i loved abt her
all the reasons
i had to stay
everything we ever were
or could have been
even as my friend
she couldn't stand by me
or be there for me
i said one more time
and im gone
theres only so much
i will take
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