|Current mood:|| depressed|
yo....its deffinetly 5 a.m. and i havent slept yet...i just got back from a walk..i walked to the condos behind my house and to the pool..and i was thinking about jumping in but this lady was watching from the window...plus its kinda cold...so i was like fuck it...nothing to do tonight..atleast i didnt puke like last night....im so...blank. i dont feel anything right now. the average person would be tired and hungry but..im neither.its starting to get light out now...i kind of want to go back outside but if my parents found out they would flip..well i guess i will....just for a hot sec...
rawr yea..its nice out...i just walked out from my basement, up the stairs and to my street but some lady was walking her dog so i just turned back and came inside...its kinda cold..yea well im gonna go back up to my room and listen to my newly- burned further seems forever/fairweather cd. what joy....