| Current mood: | confused |
| Current music: | everything, stereofuse |
im really confused...i know i need to tell my bf y i started cryin yesterday @ his house and i kno i need to tell him that the only reason that im a lil ho wit him is bcuz im scared that hes gonna break up wit me if im not and i cut back and hes been so amazing and nice thru the last week but i dunno i feel like i need to tell him that i love him and i really do but im 14...and we need to slow down...like last night i fell asleep in his arms and it was totally amazing. thats wut i love, not making out with him...i just like to be near him and to b able to talk to him...and i dunno i think all he sees in me is blonde hair and a big ass...but that's all anyones ever gonna c me as...so i dont kno y i try to get the grades or to follow my dreams...bcuz i kno n my heart that ill never get there...
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