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I would cry with you if I need to
I am jaded for the past few weeks. I am so cynical about men and relationships after my first heartbreak five years ago, and that sentiment seems to culminate for the past month after hearing my friends' own romantic tragedies. My best friend might be right when he said we belong to the Broken Heart's Club. I'm starting to doubt the power of love.
I would never want to be skeptic about love. If there's one thing I preserved from my heart-shattering experience few years back that's my belief that love works and it's here to remain.
At the same time I was struggling to wake up from my depression caused by an unrequited love, I was zealously protecting "love" from my own disillusionment. It was painstaking to be optmistic about love when I was too torn apart to even fight for myself. If there's one thing about myself that I would applaud to, it would be my faith for love. I would always convince myself that love really works - even if it's not for me. Maybe, that's the reason why I got through tough times.
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