|Current mood:|| ecstatic|
|Current music:||"why can't I?" by Liz Phair|
so last night i was with daniel right. So we're kissing........right. And we're kissing.......and kissing.......and talking, and kissing, and I'm teasing him running my fingers around and underneath the elastic band of his underwear, just roaming, but not touching anything. So we're about to leave and he kisses me again. We are kissing for a long time, and I kind of move his hands to my stomach, and he's rubbing my stomach, then moves his hands up to my bra. I kind of played this game with him...the closer you get to my bra the closer I'm getting to your belt buckle area. :) So I start rubbing him, and a friend of mine (a liar) so we really didn't know if we should believe her or not.......said his you know what is BIG. Like, long and wide.......BIG. and it felt pretty big, and rock hard. So then he takes my hand and moves it to under his jeans...and I continue rubbing. He's touching my butt......then he takes my hand and moves it under his underwear......I continue rubbing. After a while, he grabs my hand and squeezes it. I thought he wanted me to stop, but he was coming. He makes a few little quiet noises, and I rub my finger along him, and it feels wet.....He did come. I glanced at his penis and it was long and big at the bottom.....I don't know...it wasn't as pretty as Matt's. Matt's seemed bigger. And daniels was BROWN. I've never seen a mexican penis before......it was brown. Odd. Nice, but I wouldn't do anything more. Matt, I love him, I'd do anything he asked with his penis.....Because I love every inch of him. Daniel, I just love kissing him. So it was a fun experience. Something I hadn't experienced before........
oh yeah, I smoke now. :) Not really, I just know how to smoke. I bought my first pack of cigarettes yesterday.