| Current mood: |  indescribable |
| Current music: | "Merry Freakin Xmas" a CD by my dad's friend |
*flashback*
yeah so i was lyin in bed 2day..just thinkin bout everythin that has been happenin this past week and i shut my eyes 4 min. and i had this mental image..of when me and john hung out this one time..
i asked my dad if i could go hang out w/ john (and since he's old he thought i meant some1 else and said "sure") so i was able 2 go..and he picked me up, got some of his friends and then went 2 kyms house and this kid was there (one of kyms friends that i 4get his name) and i guess everytime he left the room this kid would like hit, tap, touch, (etc) john..and once this kid left 2 go home john told us bout it b/c none of us had really seen it..and so cori defended the guy and so that made john go crazy..so he stormed outta kyms house and went 2 his car..and started smokin..so he had his window cracked open, his slidin door not locked but all the other doors were locked..so..kym was tryin 2 talk w/ john from the crack of the window and cori reached her hand in the slidin door and unlocked the passenger door..so then she started talkin w/ him while kym and julie and alexus and i..all stood on the sidewalk talkin bout random things..and then cori got out and told me i could go in there and try to make him happy and so i got in, shut the door and looked @ him and he was lookin out the window, just smokin and so i grabbed his hand and i was holdin his hand thinkin of what i should say or do..and i know i spoke 2 him but i totally 4got what me and him said (b/c it was so long ago) and so..i looked @ him again, a few mins l8er and i saw that he was cryin so i wiped his face and, i believe, i layed my head on his shoulder and then he layed his head on top of mine..i dunno if thats right or if im just that slow that i imagined that..neways, a few mins l8er kym came to the door and asked if we could go inside and so we did..we walked back into her room and me and john slouched on her couch and kym was tryin so hard 2 get him 2 talk..i felt bad! and so a few times i asked if he could just say somethin 2 her and he wouldnt..and so i poked him a few times and i leaned against him..and..uh..i guess that was the jist of it all..
but it just..it was weird that THAT mental image came into my head! i guess i would understand more if it was the last time we hung out but it wasnt..the last time we hung out was labor day weekend..and instead of havin a pic of that in my head, i have one of that..and i dont get y!! it bothers me! *cries*
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