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FRIDAY i went to lauras then we talked her mom into lettin her go out cuz of course she didnt do her shit she was supposed to do. so yeah - we left an went to wills, chilled there for like 20 mins. in the short time i drank a buncha old english. i never knew why eric always drank it - but hell yeah. gets you fucked up pretty quick, at least for a light weight like me lol. so me, laura, will and curtis left there an went to the movies where we met up with tits and onash.i met this guy, tyler offerman, yea so i said hey to him when i was in the coffee shop just bein friendly since i was typsy an one thing led to another an he asked me for my number ;] then we all left along with tits and onash. we were in such a hurry tho cuz andy kept callin me yellin sayin to hurry up.. im like motherfucker i dont wanna hear it. ugh.. already yellin at me lol. soo... we went to erics an i had to pee really bad by the time i got there.. but they wouldnt let me inside, so stef walked with me to the bushes. so yeah andy left to go pick the shit up.. an once he came back i took em' right away, but like i was supposed to be goin back to lauras that night but i hadnt thought about that when i took em' so i was just like fuck it ya kno, ill go there rollin i guess. but then she called an was like yeah you cant come over rollin - which was understandable .. i was glad anyways - it woulda been weird. so yeah that kinda pissed eric off. but it
wasnt my fault !! so let me tell you.. i hadnt rolled that hard in a really long time, like i duno why but i havent been rollin very hard the past couple times but then all of a sudden DOOF an i blew up. it was so great.. i talked to andy alot that night just about everything thats been goin on.. i actually told him everything that was on my mind.. like how i didnt want to be number two. yeah.. a buncha shit like that. an i talked to nick bout him not likin me lol. hes like nooo !! you were just irritating that one time we went to that concert [ but he couldnt remember why ] but yeah so me an him are cool now. TITS and ONASH rolled this time too tho. i was soooo friggin scared. i mean shit. stef took my heart rate like 30 mins. after me takin em' an my rate was 116.. average person is about 60.
yeah well im not going to keep going on bout this night.. but it was fun. oooh and carl, heather an i guess her bf came over an brought a buncha captain morgan. carrie found it .. and me hiding under the bathroom cabinet cuz stef an onash told me to hide. but i didnt give one fuck haha.
SATURDAY ok this is goin to be a difficult story to tell. ok, so i called carl early that day an fuckin andys there ! i wasnt expectin that.. i wonder what he thought when i called carl lol. yeah.. i didnt think i was goin to end up chillen with my group again. but fuckin everyone ended up at carls. so yeah picked salko up at the mall at 630 an then went back to my house an got ready to go. i actually had my mom take me to carls. so we got there an it was just carl, kazia, brian an some other girl i dont remember her name. an yeah got there, took a hit out of his bowl, an drank a buncha 151 an then all of kazias drink an some of her jello drink lol. then andy got there cuz he was in cape gettin shit from his house. soo he was there for a lil bit an then he left again to go to sanibel an get a buncha bars. he left an this dude eric, whos like 23 has some coke so he gives me 2 lines but it was no good, just made my throat hurt motherfucker. yeah, everybody was tryin to get me to snort lines of bars, but like i dont like snorting anything but coke.. i duno why - but then i find out that i snorted a buncha lines. which i dont remember haha. i dont remember most of the night. but then peter fair came by an drove me to 711 an bought me a slurpee.. it was good as hell. so then... uhhmm i duno, andy came back at like 12 30 i think with the bars, but i didnt wanna get fucked up without him so i only took a half of one.. at least i thought i did. come to find out i ate all of em' along with some i snorted. soo fuckin.. i duno how that sorta thing happens lol. yeah... so then apparently kazia brought us all to erics house an i guess it was like pouring down rain an we were all soaked.. but i dont remember this. the only thing i remember about bein at erics house is me fallin onto erics futon w/ nick. thats IT. but yeah people tell me that i talked to carrie an she asked me if i was more fucked up than her an i said yes i think ? an she asked me if i hated her an i said no, an then she said well i dont hate you either.. but i dont know what else. an then i was talkin to andy yesturday an he was like yeah i tried waking you up but you wouldnt move an then when i finally did a couple times, we kissed an then her told me i was goin to fall dead asleep in like 3 seconds an all of a sudden i straight up fell back lol - yeah i was out. so then the next morning i wake up to catie an stef yellin at me to get up cuz my mom was there. HAHA. yeah .. im all barred out. stef got me into the bathroom an tried to make me look half way decent - but i couldnt walk and i was slurring my words. we had to take catie to work.. but i dont remember the car ride. but yeah i came home some how walked up my stairs changed my pants got into bed an slept til 4. woke up ate something, went back to sleep at 6. woke up in the morning still fucked up but not noticable. so it was aright. but yeah in the morning i told my mom that i had a headach after we got back from the fair so kazia told me to take half of this perscription pain reliever but i took the whole thing cuz i was stupid an wanted it to go away. she believed me. but yeah everthings good now.
my dad talked to me today an told me i could switch my 2 weeks so it wouldnt be on my bday.. so im guna take advantage of that an go out the next 2 weeks an then after that be "grounded''. yeah.. well thas all