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Well well well. I feel crappy. PMSing and such. Me and Shane are just fine and dandy.. I guess. We haven't been talking much. I'm starting to think he's just getting bored with me. Everytime I try to start conversation his replies are always one word. Gosh and I look 5 years into the future, what if we have nothing to say to eachother? It's bad enough we don't now.. but.. I don't know. I don't want to think of that stuff. I don't want to think of life without him. Nope. Just being stupid. I'll get over it.
I have the PSAT next saturday. Fun fun eh? I think I'll do fine but I am stressing a bit, and Hiro and the rest of HHS aren't helping at all. Don't ask on that subject. I should be studying for the PSAT but.. meh if I don't know it studying will just make me nervous and forget the stuff I do know.
I got a new game! Yay! Vampire: The masquerade. Great game. I kinda got killed for trying to steal a stereo system so I came back online. It was fun though. I'll start up again later, waiting for shane to get on.
I wrote new poems! Yay for me! And I found an old one. Wanna read them? Of course you do! Let's start with the old one...
#1 Heartbreaker
Wrap your arms around me
whisper sweet words in my ear
fill my heart with sugar coated lies
kiss my lips tenderly to seal the deal.
I belong to you now.
You get tired of me eventually
but those lies,
those sugar coated lies
make me endure the pain
fight for you
because I really thought you loved me
how foolish am I?
I bet you say the same thing to all the girls
make them think you're different
oh but you are
no one can break a heart as easily as you
and still have them coming back for more.
I never knew
I never knew
The real effects of love,
Until I met you.
I never knew
How happy I could truly be,
Until I met you.
I never knew
That soul mates were real,
Until I met you.
I never knew
Someone could make me so mad, and then seconds later make me fall in love all over again,
Until I met you.
I never knew
That someone would actually want to mend my tattered and broken heart
But you have, and I’ve been better than ever before.
I wrote this because I love you
I never knew I could love someone this much,
Until I met you…
True Love
Your eyes remind me of the crystal clear sea
The way they drown me
And force me to believe
That there is love after a broken heart
Your lips are like a precious art
Molded and sculpted to make them fit the part.
They were made for my kiss.
When my lips press against yours I know true bliss.
Your body makes me reminisce.
Thinking about all the nights you held me in your arms.
You continued to amaze me by your sweet charm.
Remember the night I cried? I’d never seen you more alarmed.
You give me your heart, your body, your all.
Even though you tried so hard not to fall
I promise now that I will always recall
The first time you said you’d love me forever
beautiful eh? tee hee well I have the best inspiration <3 the first one.. I think was about adam.. and the other two.. well you could guess..
This is candy, signing off..
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