Boddha (boddha) wrote, @ 2003-01-18 23:25:00

Current mood:	numb
Current music:	Everlong Foo Fighters

gggrrrrrrr...........
I Dont kno where to start, i broke up with my boyfriend reasons: because im fucked up in the head, i cant cope with people, i cant stand being wanted and/or needed by another human being, i cant be happy with myself therefore i cannot be happy with another person. i kno it all sounds so lame but i dunno i just get so scared and think way too much that it drives me to the point of insanity. I Dont understand anything anymore maybe its because i just dont care i dont kno, I love Matt and yet i cant be with him, its all pscyhological and i hate it. im sorry if anyone reads this its just rambling i just cant seem to make sense of anything right now and yeah im just gonna go.
*peace,love,empathy*

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