Well, today was okay I guess. I was constantly reminded of you though.
We went to the movies. The box office was closed. Do you remember that? The box office being closed. And then guess where we went? Yup. Planet Smoothie( not to mention we got captain kids...:-(). Tahahahaha. And then we went to Funk and Standard. I saw your moose there.....
And then we got our fortunes told. The women told me you were a deceitful person and I am going to get over you. Maybe that's true. Just not anytime soon. She also said you'll try and talk to me, and I'll tell you to get lost. Wow. Can you imagine? I doubt it. I wish, but I doubt it.
Then we went to Trader Joes. Ha. You remember trader joes, don't you? I do. I wish I didnt but I do.
It was like the reinactment of our first date. Plah.
And I had a feeling if we actually saw the movie, we'd get stuck in the firefly room. I know you remember that. The fireflies. God, today I missed you a lot.
I miss you now, I suppose.
Nick, you left me when I needed you the most. I'm going through rough times, and I miss your light. I miss your smile. You're a stranger now. Like a face in the city. You don't mean anything except to my heart.
But I'm not supposed to love you anymore. Remember that.
Sigh...I am very confused. You confuse me a lot. Sometimes, I figure I am better off. You would have just ignored me the whole summer anyway, and I would have been worse off. I would have just suffered in that relationship until it hurt worse.
I don't know what to say. Maybe this is the turning point? At least for now.
Maybe I'll write later.
Love, for now,
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