|Current mood:|| calm|
I am going to the movies today, with Alyssa. I'm trying to take my mind off of you but it won't work. We're seeing Dodgeball, didn't you see that with Eric? I think you did. I think that's the day Eric told me you called me a cry baby. As if you knew how it feels......as if you knew what it's like, how hard it is, to just love you. It's even harder to stop thinking about you.
Omg you know what I saw on family guy last night? The one when Peter knows the world is going to end in the new millenium and at 12 everything blows up and its silent for like a minute and he is like "Holy crap did anyone else just feel that?". LOL. I always wondered why you and eric said that all the time at lunch. It was pretty funny. it made me think of you. the real you. i always think think of you before i go to sleep. i pray for you too. and then i dream of you while i sleep. and then i wake and think of you.
yes i know...its a vicious cycle.
and i cant wait until i see you again.