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| Current music: | giving up- silverstein |
i dont know
wow its almost christmas and right now i really dont know what i am doing... i have been trying to watch a movie all day, and i am so... i guess blah. I am listning to punk goes acoustic. its great. i love taking back sunday. I am kinda upset because mari hasnt called all day and she went out.. im cool with that but its already two in the morning... i called her house a litle while ago.. her mom says that shes not home yet. and i dont know if shes gonna come home tonight. which kinda bothers me. I think because i got so used to having her around again.. and now shes just not here. I really miss her. Its like I have been going to kerris house and ill come home every little while to ask if she has called yet. I hate this feeling. like i keep wondering if shes okay, or if sometihing happened. im worried. and i know that i do really love her and it bothers me.. it really does. and it makes me so sad that shes not here. Today linda told me that i can invite her over for christmas. That really makes me happy. I cant wait because then she will be here and onm christmas morning i will wake up next to her and kiss her and tell her that i love her and merry christmas. and its something that i cant wait to do. I cant wait to just hold her in my arms again. i dont know. I am downloading all punk goes acoustic songs. its great!
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