| Current mood: |  anxious |
I'm not calling you a liar,
Just don't lie to me.
I'm not calling you a thief,
Just don't steal from me,
I'm not calling you a ghost,
Just stop haunting me,
And i'll love you so much,
I'm gonna let you,
Kill me.
I haven't talked to you in almost a year. And who the fuck do I see across the college auditorium, but YOU. After 4 years of us not going to school, we both decide to go to college at the same damn time. We're still linked. I decided to to go to school on a complete whim. I was going to wait until the spring term, but decided, "well, why wait...let's take a bite out of life!" It annoys me that you're there, yet a bigger part of me is hoping maybe this will heal the big bad wound and reunite us as friends again. Seeing you every day now is going to turn that knife just a little deeper. I have safely avoided seeing you for almost a year...and now I'm going to have to deal with the constant possiblility of seeing you every day.
What will this new chapter bring to my life? Maybe you. Maybe a resolution? Closure? A new beginning? I suppose we'll find out now, won't we?
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