i recently found out my "best" friend has been taking oxycotin for a year and is trying to sober up.
i feel terrible about it, but i really don't care anymore. i've dropped everything in my life for her so many times for 10 years and i'm done helping her if she won't help herself. i hear the same thing from her every time. while i hope that she is serious now and will finally stick with it, i'm sick of dropping everything for her every time this happens. and i know that this makes me sound like a selfish bitch, but i don't care.