you look at me like i know something of paradise
well ive never been there but the view sure is nice....
i wrote that yesterday and now im thinking i might have heard it somewhere a long time ago and forgot and then wrote and then thought it was original... how do i know? i don't know.... that sucks.
mmm the coffee is ready...sweet sweet coffee...
we went out to dinner last night. it was tasty. i've noticed that im not eating as much as i used to... this is a good thing. i would really like to lose like ... um... a lot of weight as I am a little on the chubbier side and that is being nice. man, speaking of fat, jacob seems to think all these really skinny girls are fat...or not exactly fat but "have tummies"... man, he must think im the fattest person he knows then...considering... i don't know why that matters but it does... oh well i suppose you just want people to think you aren't a complete cow even when you are... don't i hide it well... this insecurity? no not really. ahh so insecure... and so so chubby...
albert thinks im beautiful though, for some reason. he finds me attractive. i think it's the boobs. it has to be, they are a more positive feature to being overweight. they've gotten bigger too which means i am definately fatter. they are like double d's now... when did that happen? i was settled at a nice D cup since like... the eighth grade... now im a double d. impressive... heh... i like boobs i can be such a lesbian sometimes... *sigh* ah well
imrambling i know... ramble ramble
i want to see the sunset in a different sky
the ants in florida bite! how sucktacular is that...
i have absolutely nothing of interest to write about and typing on this STOOOPID laptop is slightly difficult.
albert is playing on the guitar... it sounds so emotional whatever he is playing right now. i like it when people really strike the damn strings hard. it just makes me all tingly inside... tee hee
he wrote me a song once and now doesn't remember it. how sad is that.... he can play every radiohead song ever written and can't remember a song he wrote for me...
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