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"Piece by Piece" There she is, Broken all over your bedroom wall, Tears have permanently painted her face, And you don't seem to care at all, Her insides are twisted, She begged you not to leave, But you insisted, Broken to bits, Now she's shattered, You destroyed her self-image, Her heart is tattered, Pieces of her are deteriorating, Melting away, She feels so alone now, She just wishes you would stay, Her smiles are fake, And noone knows why, She needs to get over this now, And just say goodbye, Why is this so difficult for her? She doesn't know what to do, All she does is cry, And it's all because of you, Her mind has locked up, Her insides split apart, She doesn't know how to fix this, You've had her from the start, She tells herself she'll move on, There's nothing else she can perfect, Everything's over from here on out, She's nothing more than a defect. --Allison Trout PERFECTLY HATEFUL I wish i had a ladder so i could climb up there pull you down, and do nothing more than watch you splatter watch you fall deeper and deeper Isnt that what you did to me? watch me drown im my countless tears let me burn for ever let me build up hate for consistant years my hate is dancing on my tounge there are so many things i want to say to you regretably enough-i havent even begun i hope you pull away from it all at least before i get to you i hope you can hide before it shatters you to why are you so happy nothing ever fades in your life everything is so colorful there is absolutly no strife.. i hate you out of jealousy im jealous of your optimisim and your harmless glee I'm folded in im broken forever but you, you're like the breath of life you give your all even when its tough you give your all even when you've had enough I hate you for this... you're perfect in every way you leave me speechless with hate to the point where i dont know what to say you've won, and i've lost will i fail forever will i always pay the cost dont try to be your perfect self and give your asortment of encouragement to me go on with your pathetic fairy-tale life and just let me be because remember i hate you, ill dispise you forever its not possible for someone to be that happy your down-hill experience is coming so get everything together soon you too will be wrong and this road to never-ending hatefulness for you and i it will be long his pointless being stares blankly at me he is worthless he tugs away at my thoughts to see what goes on my mind why should he even care I'm the one he left behind why would he try to help now he is the one I completely dispise he picked me apart I shatter because of his lies I'm broken because he is thoughtless I cry because he doesnt notice me my tears run thicker because im paying the fee He doesnt need me anymore And i should just forget him But I'm begging for just one more tomorrow My eyes burn from my profuse tears My heart hurts because of all this sorrow I dont see how I can love someone so much and hold such hate for them right in the palm of my hand You punctured me and I slipped through like sand You're horrible my hate is dangling in your face so now i hope you feel like me and your only wish is to escape this place to forget this completely to erase it all to go on with life and act as if it was something so small you took it you stole it its gone now forever that was mine how dare you you ripped out my heart shattered it into a million bits and threw the pieces at my face it stung my heart was sharp you shattered me on the inside and out now i cry tears of black blood because of you you shredded me apart im useless you took it and twisted it until it ripped completely and my warm blood that dripped from your fingers that blood is familiar now that blood is nothing more than my tears my tears are black because i have no soul thats gone to you decided to take it with you so when can i have it back when will it be mine again why did you do this to me give it back its not yours to keep this is so unfair i bleed for you i cry for you i cut for you and i will die for you please give it back so i die happier black blood and neverending tears dont get me anywhere so help please just at least share it with me and that in itself will set me free. " HAPPINESS POOR" drip drip drop there it goes again as it skims across my skin i feel relieved i feel so alone yet so wanted the blood is so dark its almost black I have been stained with depression it doesnt seem to want to leave ive become numb to it its something i recieve my depression is like my own package a gift i get all the time something i could live without my secret and its all mine its pushing my heart to a limit i cant take anymore its ran over me numerous times I'm happiness poor shatterd her insides are frozen frozen from her hatred past iced away because people give up on her and nothing seems to last as her flesh explodes slowly her emotions run down her arm they run in the deepest red with her insides coming out this is the most shes ever bled as her heart screams her blood turns into sand too young to die shes reaching for a hand her insides are deteriorating slowly enough shes splitting right down the middle she doesnt know how to be tough her world is melting and shes so alone her thoughts have numbed her body right down to the bone shes became mute to the world around her she locks up her mind everything is so obscure she tells herself it'll soon be old news because thats the best excuse she can use --allie trout way for allie she rules! i luv them poems, really i do :) Post a comment in response: |
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