| Current mood: |  anxious |
| Current music: | Gray Matter: "Burn No Bridges" |
We're just two lost souls swimmin' in a fish bowl
Well ... Hmm .. today. This morning Nick saw me in the commons area and he yells: "Nicole!" .. so I turned around like "Holy crap! what?" and he was like "stay there, dont move" .. so he walked over to me and he said "Do you want to buy some weed?" .. I was relieved after that. So I told him I would. So yeah .. thats good.
We had yet ANOTHER fire drill this week .. and once again, Elisha was out there .. looking sexy as always. H was sitting over on some stairs by himself. I wanted to go talk to him so bad .. but after remembering how dumb i must have looked yesterday .. I decided not to.
At lunch, we were all being stupid as usual .. which is great. I flicked a grain of salt in Josh's eye .. heh .. purley accidental. I was talking with Ryan about buying weed from Nick, and Ryan said "Hell yeah dude .. thats the shit that Pat smokes most of the time, and look at him." .. so i decided that it was for sure that I was going to buy this. Man .. I am so fucking confused .. why does Elisha do this to me? .. He'll like sit and stare at me, like today .. he was staring at me, so I looked up, and when I looked over at him .. he glanced away really fast. What? like I don't know your sitting there looking at me? .. damn .. I can feel his eyes watching me .. its so weird. Does anyone else ever get that feeling? (not nessarily with Elisha, but with anyone at all) Anyway .. even though it does make me nervous .. I will admit that I like it. .. Whatever it is.
When I got home Hollywood was already at my house, so I came inside and we were just hangin out .. and then Ryan calls. So i picked up the phone, and he says: "Nicole?" .. My response: "Yeah?" ... Ryan says: "Here, talk to Nick about the weed" .. so I said "Ok" .. and then Nick comes on the phone, and he says "Yeah, we're going to double the quarter" .. So I'm all happy and I said "Ok cool .. I'll bring the money either tomorrow or friday" .. and Nick said "Ok, cool" ... So yeah .. I have 20 right now .. and after I sell to Cunico tomorrow .. i'll have 65 .. which will be good, because I'll have more than enough for my weed .. Yippee .. I'm Happy. I just dont know if i should plan to ask Elisha over .. because when I plan things .. they never go right .. .So I was thinking of springing it on him like an hour before or something .. I dont know. I just hope this weekend turns out Ok.
-|[Nicole]|-
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