|Current mood:|| sick|
|Current music:||Jlo feat. LL Cool J - Alls i have|
Im sick again... :( and this time it isn't because i think some 1 is drop dead ugly!!! so today kinda sucked.... but o well, ive had 3 great days in a row... so im not complaining. but n e way.... i hit the cat in simulation, im proud about that... but at least i got it outta my system now... and then i came home and felt sick. and its not that i want sympathy from every single person... but being an asshole when i dun feel good and am in a really bad mood, isnt exactly the brightest idea. but whatever, i dun even give a shit n e more.... people scuk and u can all burn in hell ( right whit) haha....and Pfotzer.... u were lookin good today boy!! woohoo.... wear them jeans and that sweater more often!!! :) so on days like today i like to look back on a poem that a friend once wrote me...."It's nighttime again and I'm still sitting here when you tell me you're down, I ask why.And you say the whole day has been moving downhill, so I tell you, say more, and you sigh.Cus there's not much to say when it's from the whole day, and you just want to scream and lash out. Just a shoulder to cry on, and arms that will hold you, and someone who'll just hear you shout. So I'm willing to listen, but I don't know what to do, not much good when I'm so far away. Can't lend you my shoulder, just hope you feel better, and listen to all that you say. It's nighttime again and I'm still sitting here when you tell me you're down, I ask why. Cus I don't understand what it is that demands that a pretty girl ever should cry."....... isnt that nice? so everytime i have a bad day i look back on this and realize that yes.... there is at least 1 person that was willing to just TRY and make my day better.... not worse, like every 1 else.
so im not gonna get into everything else that happened after school, and about 15 min ago... because ive givin ^ on caring... cuz i basically dun give a shit n e more.... have a good night
like a fat kid in dodgeball.... im out to get da sleepin