|Current mood:|| thoughtful|
|Current music:||Shinedown - Simple Man|
Some songs/poems I have written over the years... Note: most aren't finished and most need reorganizing.
Crowded here in a space filled with nothing
lost on a road that only goes one way
drowning in an empty pool
Feeling everything i can not feel
being all i will never be
The memory of you haunts me
the thought of you burns my soul
my heart ache grows more intense
with every thought of you
my memory is all i have left
yet is the one thing i wish that would leave
how did you make it through the day
how did you make it anyway
i walked right through you
tried to remove
all of who you are
everything you were
My newest one i wrote tonight...
When i'm with you everything has meaning
when i think of you my thoughts make sense
when i dream of you my dreams come true
as i speak to you i don't feel stupid
when you hold me i know everything is alright
as i look into your eyes i am drawn in by suprise
by the fairytale story
that there is a prince charming
most of the stuff i write isn't really on a personal level just kinda stuff that happens to everyone. That last one is kinda personal though, very true too. i can't really tell if they are good or bad either, i don't really care too much, i just write. I have this notebook where i write all that stuff and there is a bunch of pages that have like 2 or 3 lines all over 'em and i like to piece things together. then i have a book of tunes i write but i can't seem to find that at the moment.
Well tonight was awesome. I went to the Skyshow with Tyler, Dave and Damien. 2 kids fell on top of me and knocked me to the ground. I got elbowed right in between the tits, really hard might i add. Some drunk girl i don't know slapped me right in the chest. I got kicked in the head a few times. It fucking rocked. Shinedown played one of my all time flave songs... Simple Man. After, the 4 of us got wendy's, then headed back to merrimack to record the senior song. I seriously had the time of my life listening to them jam. That song is deffinatly gonna have you seniors ballin'. Well I'm going to go do something, possibly sleep, who knows. G'night.