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interview with my cousin
01. How long has it been? I have known you since the day you were born. The first time I saw you I was really young myself but I was so excited I had a new cousin. I paid more attention to you than my own sister!
02. How long must you wait to see what i really am? I know you can be the person that you were meant to be. I see all the potential you have but the people that give you constant sorrow force you to be someone you are not.
03. Where do you think i'd rather be? I think you would rather be somewhere that the people you know cannot hurt you anymore. You would rather be somewhere where you can experience life.
04. If given the chance would you open the doors for me? I would definitely open the doors for you so you can see what lies ahead of you and all you can accomplish. At the same time I would want to shield you from anymore pain and suffering you’ve had in your life.
05. How do you think i feel about my life?I believe you feel that your life could be so much more. I feel that you want to experience something outside of the life you have had there in Laredo. I believe that you have not had the chance to experience life because of the constant battle going on between yourself and those around you.
06.) How long has it been since you've seen me, what did we do? It has been too long! The time you came to Austin, we ate at Olive Garden and went downtown to check out some shops.
07.) What did you picture me doing at seventeen? I pictured you getting ready for college and asking me for help!
08.) What was one of the first things you thought me to do? I thought you would have a job in either writing for a famous paper like the New York Times or something in computer graphics.
09.) What is the difference between me now, and me at age eleven? The difference I see is that you have become your own independent person. You have your own style and your own likes. You speak up for yourself a lot more now than at age 11.
10.) How far do you think i will get in life? Out of all the family I strongly believe that you can make it the farthest in life. I fell you lack the support from others to help you get to that point.
11.) When you think of me, what else do you think of? When I think of you, I think of a girl who has so much potential but throughout your life you’ve been dealt a bad hand. I think of you as someone who has been misunderstood. I also think of you laughing and being silly like me.
12.) What is your favorite memory of me? I have many memories of you but the one that stands out the most is when you were little and the only way to make you laugh was for me to jump up and down. Since that moment I knew you and I would always have a special bond.
13.) How would you describe me to someone who has never met me? I would describe you as someone who cares about others and tries to be there for your friends no matter what. I would also describe you as someone who has a lot of creativity and imagination.
14.) Who do you think made the biggest impact on who i am today? explain. Tough question. I think your family has had the biggest impact on who you are today. I know you feel that they do not understand you and all that you may be feeling.
15.) do you think i have made a lasting impression in this world? I believe you have made a lasting impression on the world because you have made a lasting impression on me. If you have an effect on just one person, than you have that affect on the world.
16.) Am i judgmental? am i easily driven by people's physical appearance/style to get to meet them? Everyone is judgmental. I do not believe you are driven by people’s physical appearance/style. I strongly believe you give people the benefit of the doubt.
17.) What song makes you feel like the whole world surrenders to my 18.) amazingness? Well the main song that reminds me of just you is by Red Hot Chili Peppers “Under the Bridge.” It reminds me of when we were little and how much fun we had under the Bridge in Corpus Christi. “How to Disappear Completely” by Radiohead reminds me of you as well. It reminds me how sometimes things get so bad that you just wish you could disappear. A song that reminds me of your great strength is by Christina Aguilera “Beautiful.” I know that sounds cheesy but it reminds me of how you beautiful you are inside and out and that you should not let anyone tell you otherwise.
19.) how do you think I influence strangers? I think you influence strangers just being a part of their world. We all have an impact on each other whether we know them or are strangers. Strangers might admire your appearance or style.
20.) if I could turn back time, would i be different? I believe that if you could turn back time you would be different. But I would hope a big part of you would remain the same, because that is what makes you so special. Everyone wishes they could be different in some way.
21.) if I were on an island, what is the one thing I would bring with me? I really believe that if you were on an island that you would bring a pencil and paper so that you could write down everything you were feeling. You probably would write to others letting them know how you felt about that, good or bad.
21.) if you had the power to set me for life would you? If I had the power to set you for life I would. But then again I would want you to experience everything that life has to offer because that is how you grow and change.
22.) what is the one thing I’m afraid of? I think you are afraid of change. As much as you long for that I think you are scared to take the first step.
23.) have i ever hurt you so bad that you decided to hurt me in return? You have not hurt me at all. You have been my inspiration more than you know.
24.) have i changed? explain. I’ve watched you grow up from the moment you were born. Yes, I do believe that you have changed. I see how you like to be your own person and not live up to the expectations that others have placed upon you.
25.)if you could change one thing about me what would it be? I would want you to have more confidence in yourself.
26.) how do you think it has effected the rest of the family? I think it should be the other way around. The family is the # 1 reason why you lack confidence in yourself. They have not supported you the way a family should. They have not had the chance to get to know the real you and what you are all about.
27.) what is the one thing that bothers me? I think the one thing that bothers you is when people deceit you.
28.) if i had the powers to stop all the hurt in the world do you think i would use it? I believe that you probably would stop the hurt in the world. I also believe you would leave the hurt to those who deserve it.
29.)do you think im vain? No I do not believe you are vain at all. I think you are quite the opposite.
30.)do you think im an inovert/extrovert? You are an introvert. You hold your feelings inside because you are afraid to get hurt.
31.) have i ever been admited to the hospital? when? what for? I believe you have. I believe you were sent to the hospital for your bronchitis.
32.) i had a friend who hurt me greatly by back stabbing me, who was it? I did not know you had a friend who back stabbed you. We all have one of those.
33.) what would i enjoy majoring in? I strongly believe you would enjoy majoring in journalism. You love to write!
34.) what is the one thing you would like me to change? I don’t think that there is one thing I would want for you to change. If someone doesn’t like you for who you are than it is their problem not yours.
35.) what do you think is the reason for my shy-ness? You are shy because you have been through so much in your life. Your family has constantly hurt you in many ways, you tend to keep what you are feeling inside. You are afraid to let people in.
36.) how did music shape my life? (instruments, bands, composing, singing etc.) Music touches the lives of many people. I believe music has touched your life because you are able to relate to the bands and their music. Because someone out there feels the exact same way you do.
37.) And lastly, do you think I’m going make a difference in the world? If you can touch the life of one person, than you have made a difference in the world. You have touched my life in many ways. You have helped me reach for my goals in life because I see you looking at me.
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