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Well... I got a job yesterday. I went and applied at Palermo Pizza, the manager interviewed me then and asked me to come into work at 15.30 that day. It was really exciting. So, for eight and a half hours, I made pizzas and subs and stuff like that. I actually felt productive and not lazy. My two managers, Cindy and Dennis are constantly screaming at one another. It must be a married couple thing. I work again today and I have to say, I am quite proud of myself.
When I got homw I was still really pumped up from work and called Miguel. When we got online to talk, our conversation kind of went sour. His social skills have really improved lately. He never thought that he could hold a conversation with just anyone. Yesterday, that is what happened. A girl, Lizz Carter and he just talked for 45 minutes. He told me this and a well of mixed emotions rose up in me. She has a bf, so there isn't anything to think about. Still, this is a big step for him. He wont be so shy perhaps to get to know other people. I don't know why I am so scared that I may lose him faster. Conversation didn't get much better. I ended up driving over there. We talked... but it doesn't seem like we did at all. Nothing has changed... We are able to talk through everything. Whta would I change anyway? Before leaving, I scratched his back like a child. He loves that. I like to be able to comfort him.
My dreams were stupid. A lot of things feel stupid. whatever.
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