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Another pointless entry
Hey Journal
I know I have sat down to write in awhile...I'm not quite sure why. I guess I've just been wrapped up in other things. I'm leaving for Wisconsin this Saturday...yes I'm actually going. I bought my plane tickets, and everything is planned. I'm starting to get nervous. I think about it all the time. I'm gonna start packing tomorrow...I can't believe I'm going! Finally I get to just....kiss Adam. About time. So...what have I been doing? Hmm...talking to Adam, going to my Dad's, working on my tan, a little bit of exercise, and playing...dun dun dun...Everquest. Haha..I know. Someone come cut my hands off so I can no longer play. I have to play it tho...Adam works everyday until like...5:30 my time and I have nothing better to do! That's really sad if you think about it...that I can't find anything else to do. but its true. My pool is freezing...like 72 and I can't stand getting in it. I feel fat. I'm not really...just some extra pudge around my thighs and butt..but it's starting to get to me. Adam has started lifting and I'm feeling inspired. But...it's so damn hot. And the people I live with refuse to turn on the air...so running on my treadmill or lifting is unbearable. I can't stand being THAT hot...and I can't even run at night because my weight room is right next to Jimmy's room and it will wake him up. ::sigh:: its not fair. Maybe I could start like...doing laps in my pool...maybe that'll help me knock off a few pounds around the butt area. I don't know...I need to come up with something. My mum recently purchased an "Ab Lounge" its this odd sort of chair you sit in and it helps you do perfect crunches...kinda nifty. So I guess I'll be trying that and seeing if it works...hopefully it does. I wanna make an impression when I go back to school. I just need to be more cut. And get rid of this padding on my butt and thighs....goddamn pearness. I hate being shaped like a pear. Adam talks about how he likes it all the time...but I hate it. I can't stand it. So its going...no more pearness....Grrrrowl. Well then...its getting hot and i feel sticky. I think I'm gonna go take a cold shower and then....god probably do the dishes and then play EQ. I need a life...seriously. I also have to clean my room sometime soon. Dear God...I hate summer. I can't stand being hot! Grrrowl
xoxo
laMinion
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