this is my first journal. I thought this might help as I am going throug postpsrtum depression and I have so much on my mind and I have no one I feel I can talk to. My daughter is 5 mos and her father & I just recently broke up. We still kinda see each other but he has issues...if fact I think that he may be losing his ever lasting MIND! I know he has an alcohol problem and I'm beginning to think s drug addiction as well but I'm not reqally sure of that.
Sometimes I wonder why everything bad that can happen does seem to happen to me. I thought this was it, I thought I finally met the love of my life. Then the physical and mental abuse began. He says he loves me but how can you love someone when you've hit them in the past? Sure he hasn't taken his fist to me in a few years but the mental is still there. He is trying to start going to church an he says AA becfause he wants us back but I don't really believe he will ever change. And if he does is it too late?