|Current mood:|| aggravated|
Another Bad Day...and People Are Fake
Today just sucked, lunch was the worst... I went up got my pizza then the lunch lady who takes my money freaked out on me cuz i don't know my lunch number, well MY BAD! I usually don't get school lunch but I didn't have time this morning to make my own lunch so Fuck Her! That was just the begining! I went to sit down with my "friends" and they just start laughing their ass off! So i'm like "wat's so funny" Nobody would tell me. Then Britt was tryign to get Dan to tell her his middle name and he wouldn't, and i say doesn't it start with an "A?" and Britt says, "WHY DID YOU TELL MARY YOU KNOW SHE HAS A BIG MOUTH!" So i said, " Dan didn't tell me his last name is was a guess, and I don't have a big mouth, everyone here knows they can tell me something, and I won't tell a sole!" Then everyone starts laughing again. Andrew says " Ya Mary you got the biggest mouth here outta all of us" So I said " Ya I have a big fuckin mouth when it comes to deffending myself, but when it comes to people telling me things I don't tell anyone, so I don't know where the fuck your pulling that outta your ass!" Ryans then asks me if I have any friends, once again everyone laughs. Well here's an answer to your question Ryan..... I think I only have 1-3 REAL friends. Everyone in the fuckin world is fake. I don't trust a sole here, and people onder why I don't wanna be here, Look around you, people are fake and there's nothing we can do about it. I was so ready to kill almost everyone at my table today exept for Jessie, Newman, and Dan.
I have so many tests and quizzes this week, not to mention 2 projects! I'm getting way over stressed. I havn't slept much for the past 4 days, and I'm about to lose my fuckin mind! And it snowed today, ARGH...could my day be any worse.