| Current mood: |  lonely |
lonely
i went to the store with my father and brother today, i saw a girl who is in my gym class.
she's popular, she's beautiful, she's symbolizes everything i could dream for.
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but people like that arent for me, and im not ment for that kind of life.
if you do, as some do, beleave in fate, then this would truely be a act of it.
im destin to live this crippled excuse for a life, this repiticious line of monotious shit
::sigh::
iv been averaging about 2 hours a night for the past week, my eyes are bloodshot and almost swollen shut.
my life is crap, no way around it.
i feel like dieing.
this is not a cry for help,
this is not me whining about my pethetic issues
this is not me saying im special just because im in pain
this is not me saying that im the only one feeling, this
this IS me saying what i feel,
this is me expressing, in the best way i know how, my dissadisfaction with life in general
and i am unhappy with my life
and i am tired of living
and im not going to kill my self any time soon
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