clover (blackclovers) wrote, @ 0000-00-00 00:00:00

text me your suicide
i just got my phone hooked back up, and i just thought to look though my text inbox, there all old messages but i read them again

1: i love you ted and rememer that you will keep me alive in thought
-jessica bollman
2: you dont f-ing care. youll 4get about me after you leave
-jessica bollman
3: easly u alreawdy have. u try to 4get the amazing times we had 2 gather. let me go ted why are you trying so hard?
-guess who?
4: i love you ted, let me die, please
-jessica bollman
(me "i love you")
5: fuck you, dont lie
-jessica
(i said some smart ass comment)
6:who said this was a game? im not kidding. im setting here @ the corner of 3rd ave & 1st st,
-jessica
7: with a blade about to kill my self, do i need to be more blunt?
-jessica
8: no!...you turned me down and now its my turn!
-jessica
9:how dioes it feel ted?
10: u said it felt wrong
11: dont try to pitty me out of it
12: fuck, shut up
13:you would have never wanted me back, you said it felt wierd

before i made her try and commit suicide

14: ted, i dont know how many times i could tell you i love you, you are a angel missing from heaven and i am the luckiest person in da world 2 have known u


thats about it, i dont really have a point to prove or anything, that was just one of theos nights i was to rememeber

i still didnt care for her afterwards, i just did it because i wouldnt like to have cops at my house asking why a girl called me a ton of times and then killed her self in the middle of the city
but still, there is a part of me that misses her, quite a bit
o well, good night

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